Matt came back to camp today. He was the only Camp Peace intern this time last year, he loved on the kids as much as I do and he left the same way I have to do in August. There was such a mixed reaction when he came back and it wasn't what I expected at all. It was delayed and cautious as well as excited. Some kids just didn't know how to react.

And it scared me. It scared me to think of coming back to visit and the kids not feeling comfortable. How am I going say goodbye to my kids (especially some of them) and give them closure and assurance? How am I going to give myself closure?