Today was the last day of Camp Peace After Schools Program. It was a fairly normal day, nothing special happened, didn't feel all that different but it was. I woke up this morning and all of a sudden I wasn't so excited to be staff instead of intern, I wasn't so excited to move out of the Urban Promise house and I wasn't so excited for the summer.
I love After Schools Program and I love the people I work with on a daily basis and it makes me apprehensive to think that those things might change. I don't like to say goodbye and I don't transition well. Although I know that both are necessary for growth, it frustrates me that no matter how many times I do it, it still never jades me, I don't get better at it.
Why do we worry about silly things? We even know that they are silly at the time but we still worry. It always works out ok but we still worry. What I am worrying about right now is definitely not what I should be worrying about. Can anybody relate or should I be booking an appt with a physciatrist?
P.S. Props to Camp Peace kids....just because they're awesome and I'll miss them.
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