I hate schedules and I cannot wait for a time in the future when my life is not a schedule. 

Here I was thinking having 5days of quiet would be great to pack up my things here properly, take a break and maybs see some chillens at some point. NO. Everyday is jam packed with things to do and people to see and I am clutching my 8hours sleep each night like it was treasure of some sort. My goodbyes are scattered all over the place that I can't keep track and I don't have time to think about it or have feelings about it. I am numb.

I think I am going to go splash some cold water on my face now...