tired adj; out of patience, exhausted of strength and energy, bored or over-used.

I'm really tired. I have written this entry and deleted it constantly all day trying to put into words the last 48hours. And the only thing I can write with confidence is 'I'm tired'. I fought with my church, my friend and my parents. I'm tired of having to stand up for myself to the people who should be fighting my corner. I'm tired of not trusting anybody. I'm tired of feeling defeated. I'm tired of waiting and I'm tired of worrying that things aren't going to work out. I'm tired of going to bed downheartened and waking up and pulling the duvet back over me head.

Can I go to bed and wake up the day I get on a plane out of here please?