There is so much I could write about. My time in Castlerock. Leaving for Toronto in a week. The New Harry Potter movie. The repeated Martin Bashir MJ interview I watched tonight. And for the first time I can remember, there are alot of things going on in my head that I can't write about. But I'm not going to mention any of that right now because there is one particular thing that is niggling away at me.

It's a strange thing to struggle with problems by yourself. I used to be such an extroverted person. In a personality test I took @ Urban Promise, I came out at 89% extroverted. Feeding off other people. Always ready to open up to people about what is bothering me. I trusted people easily.

extrovert; (adj) a personality type characterized by individuals being socially cooperative and liking others. Extroverts are generally outwardly expressive, active, and readily engage in social activities.

This just isn't the case anymore and I'm working through it, trying to figure out whether my personality has in fact changed or if it is something to do with the people I'm feeding off. And that is certainly not an offensive comment, it's a legitimate question. There has to be a reason that all of a sudden, after 23 years of life, that I look forward to time alone and need increasingly more time alone to re-energize.

Even spending time with my laptop is draining my will to stay awake. So I'm going to go and enjoy some time alone.