Imagine that you're always tired even though you get enough sleep, scientifically. Also imagine that when you get tired one of your eyes does this funny pink eye thing that gives the impression that you are in some way infected. And finally imagine that you just figured out you only have 2 days give or take to plan your 6week program. And staff orientation. And back-ups. 

Am I not eating properly? Am I stressed without realising it? Am I over excited and in denial? 

Or am I actually infected?