Sunday. 1/3 way through the summer mark. Feels like this has been my lifestyle for 6months, not 2weeks. After Schools Program feels like a dream. Week 2 was worse than week 1, which makes me feel stressed and cranky and utterly discourged. I can't even exactly pinpoint the problem right now. I think it is a mixture of super long days, paranoia, insecurities and feeding off other people's stress. But today, on this beautiful Sunday, I am choosing to take some time to myself to catch up on life and recuperate. Week 3 will be better than week 2....

I was reading Psalm 51 last night and 3 things stood out for me, so I think I'll look more into them.

"For I recognise my rebellion, it haunts me day and night."

"Restore to me the JOY of your salvation"

"The sacrafice you desire is a broken spirit"