An UrbanPromise summer is the only place in my lifetime where I have been able to be so happy one day with my job and so pissed about it the next. I love the kids in my program and appreciate that my job is relatively simple but Camp Peace Remix is overshadowed and compromised throughtout the summer constantly and as its leader, there are times when I feel completely patronised and under-estimated. Just sometimes, like tonight.

But those feelings are worth it to spend another 8weeks with my kids. And it's stupid because I know that Urbs Prom peeps care alot about me. 

(Random thought for this evening....what vibes am I giving off to people by my actions and the things I say?)